I’M WEAK

Hello blog. I am currently laying on my side right now since my ears are officially clogged with earwax. Some of me has accepted the fact that I might go deaf one day. I just love listening to music and making music. Of course, I’ll treat my ears with care, but some compromising will have to be made.

FEELING WEAK
Today, I don’t want to write a lot. For some reason I’ve been feeling quite disgusted. Maybe because of my period. I’m realizing that I also feel pretty grossed out on my period. I also don’t have any money right now so I feel powerless. Any negative emotion I feel can pretty much be chalked up to hormones, amount of money in my bank account, or capitalism. I can’t buy lotion so I’m really itchy. Oh, but today I’ve learned that I think I want to try running a marathon. Seems like a real feat. I know I said it before, but another thing I’ve learned about myself is that I really feel terrible when I’m not actively working out. Sure I walk 10,000 steps everyday, but I still feel weak. I said before I was going to start going to the gym, but they don’t accept me I think since they haven’t contacted me yet. I love feeling strong. Maybe I can do home workouts then. あとで。

Okay, me gonna possibly read and go to bed. I always have the heat on when I’m going to sleep even though it’s so humid here in the Saka. Where can I say? I’m an island gal. じゃね。