dear blog took a bath yesterday with master bubbles or whatever it’s called. it was pretty great. I also got salt, and I’m so grateful for it since it colors the bath blue. blue bath + milky master bubbles is heavenly. here’s a fun fact: Japanese people take a bath everyday. it’s very important for them. hence, for the remainder of my stay i will pretend to be Japanese and take a bath everyday. i enjoy it, but it’s a little terrifying to me. something traumatic happened to me in a bathtub probably because there are just some terrible emotions involved thinking about baths. it’s scary actually every time i think about baths, but I read a quote recently off of Pinterest of Alysa Liu saying that she gets a kick out of doing things she doesn’t want to do. that was incredibly inspiring to me, so I’m gonna try doing more things that I don’t want to do like taking baths.

blog… i’m frankly quite confused right now in life. I don’t know what’s going on. I want to walk to the park early morning and listen to some more of KC’s biography. OMG, blog, I have to tell you this: Kurt Cobain’s soul is definitely surrounding me. as I was taking a bath and listening to the book, it was literally explaining how Kurt Cobain loved Japanese culture when he toured here. Then, he went to Osaka some crazy stuff went down. WHAT IS GOING ON??? how much more of a sign can I get?

also, blog, I cried today watching a Minecraft YouTuber of my childhood, LDShadowLady. She’s British and apparently had a baby nine months ago with her infamous husband Joel who also used to play with her. That’s crayzy. She posted a video today of her classic let’s-play, but it was the first of a series where she’s building for her daughter. It was so sweet. I still love watching her after all these years.

Okay… i might go to bed now… or watch more LDShadowLady. At some point in the week, I want to wake up early so I can walk on the bridge (the one I almost cried on a week ago.) I walked around the park underneath the bridge today and there was a nice farmers market BBQ thing going on. It smelt so good. OK, じゃね！( ^ω^ )